2nd Chance

So I have been thinking alot these last few weeks. Some of it is good and some of it is bad. I have realized that I let other peoples problems get to me. I don't know why I care. I have also notice that people only calls me when something bad or they need me to do something for them. Like can you watch my kids because I want to have some time to myself. I don't mind watching them every once in awhile. But hey I am not the one that had more then one kid. Like my dad all he wants when he calls is can you do this for me. 95 percent of the time I would. But let me tell you the other 5 percent when I don't all hell breaks loose. Like the other day when I was with my sister helping her move into her place he called and asked her to go get him. She said that she couldn't because she was moving he was like OK fine I guess I don't have any kids that I can depend on. So I don't have any kids anymore.


So at the beginning of the week I have told myself that I am going to start my life over for the best. I am not going to care what people do with their lives. I am not going to worry about peoples problems. I am going to live my LIFE to the fullest. I will let a few people that really care about me in my new life. So what I am saying is that I am done with my dad. I am letting him go on with his life and I don't want any part of it. I don't want him in my life. I know that sounds mean and all but that man has put me and my love ones threw hell and back.

Since I have started my new life. Things are turning out great for me. I have a wonderful husband that loves me. And a awesome son that means the world to me. We are looking to buy our first home. That we can call our own. Well I think that is it for now. I will have to write more often then I do.