People

So today I got on my myspace page to check my stuff. And my sister Monica wrote this one her page.....



today is a special day for me.. my father turns 50 today... a day that most did not think he would makes years ago because of drugs and alcohol... alas he is here... im known as the black sheep of the family and most unliked.... but as i stand up and take the place that my 7 siblings could not i am put down because of the way i carry mysel.... whether you married into money or are just to stupid and drunk to realize it.. my father needs you now... you know how to get ahold of people call and find out how to make him smile on this day... dont be selfish as you have.



So for those that know me I had to say something to her about it. So here is that I wrote her.....


I know you are talking about me when you say i married into money. I got news for you. Yea his family might have money but that don't mean that he does. He works his ass off to take care of me and our son. I work my ass off also. Unlike you I don't have time to go out and party I have a child to take care of. So you can run your mouth all you want but you will never bring me down. I am better then that. I was going to call him today but i don't think he is being a father to me. I love him to death but hey I am not going to let stupid people like you get me down. You don't have a right to call anybody selfish. I think your the one that is selfish. Hell you go away for so many years and you come back in the picture and you want dad to take you in. Hell when my mom and dad were done you saw a chance to get close to him again. Lets not talk about when he got sick and found out he was going to get money. This is what your 2nd time living with him? Now that is what you call selfish. Go ahead take his money just like nikki did and his house. We know where you are going. Just in case you didnt know already. YOUR GOING TO HELL. Right along with everybody that is tring to do what your doing. Don't play games with me. So you stay out of my life and things will be just fine. It is time to grow up and get a life.



She wrote back and this is what she wrote.......


im using dad for his money oh no i beg to differ... im the one who works my ass off... 7 days a week to make sure your father has everything he needs... i dont use him for his money i have my own i actually pay half the bills unlike nikki... i have a car payment i have a car i dont sit on my ass all day and watch kids for free... you call that working?? the only reason you have anything is because of his parents and him not because of you... thats marrying into money... dont start with me you are nothing and will always be nothing... you wanna say dad isnt being a dad to you... how so? because he doesnt call you?? the phone goes both ways... because he didnt take your side when you spoke out about uncle fred? if you remember correctly neither one of our parents took my side when i spoke up about the same thing.... hes doing his best he is disabled im the one who takes him to his doctors appointments im the one who is there when hes in the hospital with high blood pressure... me and ashley... you call yourseldf the better sister... i have to laugh at that and i wasnt talk about just you i was talkin about your dead beat brother too... that whole side of the family is a piece of shit not just you



And this is what I had to say about it....



whatever you can call us whatever you want. If it wasn't for my dead beat family your ass would of been in foster care for most of your life. My mom and dad took your ass in when your own mother didn't want you. I am not the one that was alway hit by my mother like you. At least my mom was there for me and she would never give up her children. And for your info I don't sit around babysitting for free. I get paid really good money. And also that whole thing about uncle fred i don't really care if they didn't take my side. I just needed to let them know. It is in the past.
Your just mad that i have everything you want. I have a wonderful husband and a kid that i get to see everyday. See if you were any kind of a mother you would be with your kids and the father. But you like to go and fuck every guy you meet. I don't know why you call yourself a mother.
Ok lets talk about the hospital thing. Yea I know i am not there for all his visits. But how in the hell am i to know that he is there. NOBODY EVER CALLS ME AND LETS ME KNOW. SO that is why i am not there. OK got one for you. Where in the hell was you when he had OPEN HEART. Oh wait i can answer that.....YOU WASN"T THERE. It was me and ashley there.... So don't say i wasn't there for him. Why would I call him for? I don't have anything to say to him. Last time I talked to him he didn't have any kids...So why in the hell would i call and talk to him. I love him but he has hurt me for the last time....
And about the whole married in the family yea they help out ever now and again. But that still doesn't mean we have money.....So go live your life and i will live mine.....I am done with you. So go get an STD from some guy. Keep not talking and see your kids like you are.....I will sit here on my fat ass and watching my kid grow into a wonderful young man.......

2nd Chance

So I have been thinking alot these last few weeks. Some of it is good and some of it is bad. I have realized that I let other peoples problems get to me. I don't know why I care. I have also notice that people only calls me when something bad or they need me to do something for them. Like can you watch my kids because I want to have some time to myself. I don't mind watching them every once in awhile. But hey I am not the one that had more then one kid. Like my dad all he wants when he calls is can you do this for me. 95 percent of the time I would. But let me tell you the other 5 percent when I don't all hell breaks loose. Like the other day when I was with my sister helping her move into her place he called and asked her to go get him. She said that she couldn't because she was moving he was like OK fine I guess I don't have any kids that I can depend on. So I don't have any kids anymore.


So at the beginning of the week I have told myself that I am going to start my life over for the best. I am not going to care what people do with their lives. I am not going to worry about peoples problems. I am going to live my LIFE to the fullest. I will let a few people that really care about me in my new life. So what I am saying is that I am done with my dad. I am letting him go on with his life and I don't want any part of it. I don't want him in my life. I know that sounds mean and all but that man has put me and my love ones threw hell and back.

Since I have started my new life. Things are turning out great for me. I have a wonderful husband that loves me. And a awesome son that means the world to me. We are looking to buy our first home. That we can call our own. Well I think that is it for now. I will have to write more often then I do.

Way over due 2

So I don't really have much to talk about these days. But I thought that I would write something.

Everything is going great with the family. My boy only has 4 days of school left then he is going to be a 1st grader. I can not believe he is growing so fast. Sometimes I wish he was still a new born. The reason why I say that is because he wants nothing to do with me. It is always daddy and his pawpaw. Don't get me wrong I am glad that he them but I wish he would spent some time with me. Anyways he is doing very good in school. He had to do some kind of reading test and he got a 20 witch means he scored in the 2nd grade level in reading. I knew he was a smart little one. So I am one proud mother at this point.

But I have to change to a new subject. And I know that this is going to make one person really pissed but I need to get it out. So I take my son and his friend to the bus stop every morning. But on Wednesday this old lady really start ticking me off. She thinks she is the boss of the boys. So it all started when they wanted to look at the pool because they put water in it and getting it ready to open. So i was like go ahead look at it I don't care. Anyways she told them to get out of the grass because there is dog poop in it. I was like they have eyes they can see fine. So that was day one. So on Thursday the boys raced to the bus stop and she was like walk. So I said they r boys and they are not doing anything wrong. I am the boss of them not you. OK this is were someone is going to get really pissed. So this morning we get to the bus stop and the lady said look there is a worm. So Anthony went over there and said were and the lady showed him. So he was like watch this and of course he stomped on it. So the lady raised her hand like she was going to hit him. I was like you better not even touch my boy. I don't know who she is but she better never raise her hand at my boy again. I will KILL her. Well that is about it.

Way Over Due

I don't know why I haven't wrote in awhile. I guess I haven't wanted to. But I should try to keep up with it.

So lets see I turned 25 last month. Also I got my permit. I am happy about that one. I can go and take the driving test the end of May. I can't wait. I don't have to wait on people to take me some where and I don't have to ask. I will beable to do it. I don't have to ask anybody to do anything for me ever again. Came on May.

Alittle about the kids in my life. Anthony is getting so big and a handful. Ever since he started school he is not the same person as he was. He is almost done with kindergarten. I am going to be am mom of a 1st grader.

Jayna is getting big herself. She is 8 months old already. I am just the aunt and I feel like where has the time gone. It was like yesterday she was born. I love those kids.

*Other news* My brother is not going to be a father after all. She said she had missed carried. My brother don't think she was pregnant at all. Because she wouldn't go to the doctor for check ups. But I don't know. If she did I feel for her. But on a good note my baby sister is going to be a mommy. I found out one day last week. I can't beleive that one. But I saw the paper. lol I think that is it. Oh wait... On my birhtday I meet my other sister for the first time. Her name is Nikki. She has 4 kids. But really I think that is it.

Venting

So my sister Ashley came and saw me the other day. She was telling me about what our other sister is doing to her. She went on telling me she found out from a her ex boyfriend's sister that our sister had slepted with him. I don't know about the rest of you but you don't go and sleep with your sister's ex. So I was on myspace today and the ex wrote a blog saying that he went out to some bar with our sister. So that set my sister off really bad. OH YEA THEY LIVE TOGETHER. MY SISTERS THAT IS.


See the sister that i am talking about is 25. And the other one just turned 20. I know that it is not my problem and I souldn't worry about it. But I feel sorry for my sister and the stuff she is going threw.

So Proud

So my sons school is doing this reading thing. And he is doing so good. He has read over 550 books. So today he got this letter.





I am so proud of him. I hope he still does this good in school when he is in middle school and high school.

Something funny

So we got a new wii game yesterday. It is Guitar Hero World Tour. This is one of my sons favorite games that he likes to play because he can do it on beginner. But I was sitting watching him play it. I have notice that when he has a itch he uses one hand to scratch it and he plays with the other one. I hope to get a picture of him doing it. But I guess you have to see it for yourself.