So Proud

So my sons school is doing this reading thing. And he is doing so good. He has read over 550 books. So today he got this letter.





I am so proud of him. I hope he still does this good in school when he is in middle school and high school.

Something funny

So we got a new wii game yesterday. It is Guitar Hero World Tour. This is one of my sons favorite games that he likes to play because he can do it on beginner. But I was sitting watching him play it. I have notice that when he has a itch he uses one hand to scratch it and he plays with the other one. I hope to get a picture of him doing it. But I guess you have to see it for yourself.

So Proud Of Him

So Today my boy had to write a story for school. He had to pick a picture and write about it. So of couse he wanted to write about race cars. But I wanted to show you all some of his work.






He also wrote a story at school about balloons. Here is that one. Now you can see why I am so proud of him.

Update

Well just an update on the hole finding my real dad thing. My cousin stopped by lastnight and I was telling him that I was looking for him. He said why would you want to find him for? So he tried helping me out so he called one of his friends and see if he had talked to him. The guy said he hasn't heard from him since last summer. He went on telling me that I don't want to find him.

So I called my mom and told her what was going on. She told me that she wanted to be the first one to talk to him before I do. She told me that the reason she lefted him because he was no good. So once again I don't know what the hell to do. I have a right to know who my real dad is don't I? But I don't want him comming in my life if all he is going to do is hurt me. And if my cousin and mom is right I don't think I want to find him anymore. Hell I don't even know if he knew that I changed my name when I was in the 5th grade.

Dropped A Bomb

So today I got a call from my mom. She said that she had some news for me. I was like what is it now. She was looking online and she came across my real father's wife's name. And she keeped reading and she had pasted away. But anyways she told me that he has another son and two kids. I was like ok what does that mean to me? She said that he is your brother. I was like why did you tell me this? She said that I know you have been tyring to find your father and I thought it might help you out.

I have been tyring to find him. My mom told me along time ago that he lived close to me. But every time I try finding him I would not get anywhere. I did put in this other name she gave me and I found a address on him. But I couldn't get a phone number on him. I am not going to go to somebody house and say 'hey I think you are my brother."

So I don't know what to do about any of this. I think if I do find them. Will my mom and dad get upset with me? Because he is never there for me and my brother Matt. I don't want to hurt my mom if I do find him. How would I go about finding him? Everything I tried got me nowhere. Do I really want to meet him after all he is the one that left us. So if you can PLEASE help me out on a way that I can find them better.

Alittle Something

So friday I got a gift from my niece. It is so pretty. I wasn't the only one that got one. My son and husband got one from her to. I feel so loved. But I wanted to share it with you all. So here it is......






The one in the tin is for my son. Don't they look so cute. Thank you baby girl for the gift.

Mother Son Dance

So my sons school is having a dance for Mothers and their sons. I can not wait to go. It is not like I can dance or anything but it will be nice to spend time with my boy one on one. He was telling me the other day that we don't spend enough time together. So I am glad that we can do this together. I will post pictures when I get them.





Well there is only 1 picture. I forgot my camera. Oh I was so mad that i forgot it. But we had so much fun. He didn't want to dance with me. All he wanted to do is be with his friends. I had fun watching him dance and being a kid. I saw a side of him that I never saw before.

7 Years

So today I have been with the love of my life now for 7 years. I love him to death. I would not be the person I am today. So I wanted to show him how much I love him. So I was online and I was looking for a poem. And I found one. So here it is...

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

-Crystal Jansen-

I hope he know that I love him with all my heart. And I hope that we can spend the next 7 years together or longer. And I want to tell Tony thank you for being there for me and loving me.

Karma...

I guess what they say is true. Karma is a bitch. So my mother in law sliced her thumb changing her blade to her cutter. So I was giving her a hard time about it. So yesterday I was getting things out of my dryer and some how I cut my thumb. How do you ask? Well I am a lazy person when it comes to me cleaning. So I try to get everything in one trip. So I put everything on the dryer door and grab them. But some how I ran my thumb across a sharp part on the door. So I have learned not to make fun of anybody who has hurt themselves because I don't want that bitch Karma to come back. LOL